crazy

Things have been a bit crazy around here. Depression is running rampant.

I've taken up caffeine again. That's right. I decided to go without caffeine to help my health. I dropped that when I found that Coffee (caffeine) can help fight against cirrhosis of the liver. So I'm on coffee for a bit. However it appears that it only helps with alcoholic cirrhosis so now I've got to become an alcoholic. With the way it's been going lately, it's not a real stretch.

After giving up caffeine, I had headaches for two days solid. No more headaches for about a week and a half. However last night I drank a cup of coffee and it was the first caffeine I'd had in about two weeks. I felt like I was about to jump out of bed. Not sure if I'll stick it out on the coffee.

Every day I check my eyes. The day that I notice they are turning yellow is the last day I walk out of my house for anything not absolutely essential (work or death).

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